It felt like true love until

... you were friend-zoned

It seemed all real. The stares like your eyes are glued to each other, your hands perfectly fit his, his jokes you burst out into laughter, his scents it smells like angel, his smiles it melts your heart out and his hands around your waist, even carrying you with a pun to throw you out the porch and you both laugh together, you get tears of joy you wished it would last forever..

You always want to be beside him, be with him. When he is away, you longed for that moment the door opens and there he goes, his adorable face and his voice echoed in the house calling your name like you want to hear it over and over again.


You get too comfortable, you began to see his worth, his personality rocks, you felt something you've never felt before. You want to tell him you love him. You were scared because you never did this before in your entire life. But you did anyway, out of shame. It's the foolest feeling ever but it felt like you were relieve telling him how you really feel.

You were like a friend to me, a sister, he uttered. You fell on your knees. Your world collapse. There is nothing left but a broken heart insanely still loving him. Quite Sob. Everything seems gray. No more rainbows. The earth seems like its rapture days. You forced a smirk knowing it would feel better. It still wont. You want to scream, as loud as you can under the pouring rain.

Why does it hurt so bad? You asked. You curse the world why the universe trapped you in a unrequited love situation. Why love is overrated, it makes you devastated? You didn't even plan this shit, you didn't even believe in love. You never wanted love that's what you want in your life. You wanted to be alone, you were contented being alone spend more time with yourself. Why does he even suddenly appear in the picture, ruined your solitary bliss and turn it into a fantasy lala-fuck-land beyond earth-shattering cutting your heart in two.

Irreversible, incurable, damaged, hopeless and damnit beyond repair

He never did anything wrong to you, he just did the right thing, of what he feels but so did you. He said he never meant to hurt you but no matter how he distant himself, no matter what he say, he knew you will be hurt. This doesnt make you loathe him as He will always leave a special mark in your heart.

Yet, You promise yourself you will never love the same way ever again.

Cause it stings like hell and you were right all along, true love doesn't have a happy ending.

Not in this life time.

Ever.